Week 4, Christmas Spirit and Week 5.

So, I can't imagine this to be that long of a post because well, I don't remember much of last weeks chemo so that's good! Means that nothing bad happened. Also, nothing bad happened today. Wahooo! However, my Christmas spirit hasn't been alive at all this year. I had put Christmas decorations up but kept slacking on putting up the tree. One day when I came home from work, Jordan had the tree up. It wasn't decorated, but it was up. Two nights later I decided to finally decorate it! Well 2.5 seconds into decorating, I started getting annoyed with the lights and gave up. It also didn't help that Jordan was playing video games and basically useless. After getting furious with that, and him, I decided to take down all of the decorations. They were all down within 15-20 minutes. The next day or two I took down the tree. I was hoping he'd surprise me and decorate the house again while I was at work or something. Well, he's a boy and boys suck so that didn't happen. This year it doesn't feel like Christmas. I don't know what is getting to me, but something is. I had to force myself to even do Christmas cards this year. I hope that once I start to wrap gifts, it'll finally hit so that way I'm not a Scrooge for Christmas.. cause well, no one really wants that. However, I'm not making any promises. Usually even just shopping for Christmas puts me in the Christmas mood.. and this year I didn't even want to do that. I would have been just find with giving everyone gift cards. Laaaame. So, basically.. let's pray that Angela becomes chipper within the next week.